Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera.
Harapnya semua
readers dalam keadaan baik-baik sahaja.
Entri kali ini
dalam bahasa English.
Maaf la. Bukan tak
patriotik tapi kalau tulis dalam bahasa melayu akan jadi jiwang terlampau
pula.
Keperluan atas
keterdesakan. (Selamat memabaca !!)
"When you
know the feeling is not mutual. Just accept the faith and it's the time to back
down."
“Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't
walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my
friend.”
― Albert Camus
― Albert Camus
Having a good
friend is the best thing happened in one's life but not every people could find
it. As for me I may have found the term yet I’m not pretty sure either it's a
good one or not.
In my life at
UPSI I've learnt many things and knowing a friend is the best part of it.
Among all these friends there are several persons who are ranked above others
and him is one of them.
At first we are
not so close enough since I'm neither too bright nor too outspoken to begin
with. We've meet as a rival in Debate Competition and his team won the
competition. (Seriously not too impressed but it was his luck I think and his final performance is
quite good)
Then we start to
involve in club and meet several times yet still not too close. "Debat
Perpaduan" where I really start to know this person. (Quite enough to be
called as friend)
Time passed and
we've grown closer. With several others friend we've make a bond like brothers.
Experiencing life together, sharing up and down moments just like a real
brothers. (Wish this brotherhood never end)
Knowing him as a
friend and as a teammate is two different things. As a teammate he teaches me
to trust others and to be cool. As a friend he has shown me the qualities in
every person. (Don't judge a book by looking to its cover)
Friend forever
after. I've wish I could say that but seriously this is neither fantasy nor
just simply animation film, it's a real life dude. Not everything goes
according to plan.
Holidays are the
best seasons for every student. We've got 4 month holiday's breaks and it was a
blast but for me I've just manage to get 1 month ++ breaks and he probably
manage to get 2 month++ breaks.
Managing life during holiday is quite a mess. Not having things to
do is quite awkward since in University there are a lot of works to do. Then, I’ve
decide to text a few friends that I’ve in mind.
Then, I’ve text this person who I thought is a good friend of
mine. Guess what? He never replied. Being positive he may have a lot of work to
do. Then, I got this news from another friend that he has been texting with.
It’s not like I’m
hoping for him to text me every day or what. Furthermore, we’ve just friends.
At least a simply “Hi!” rarely would be enough so that I’ve known he still alive.
One morning, I realize this is not the first time either and all
this time, most of the news about him I’ve known from others. Then, this
question keeps popping out in my mind “Is it I’m the only one who thinks him as
a good friend?” (Maybe I’m just a person when needed.)
One sided good friend, probably this is what it’s all about. Made
up my mind and keeping busy all this holidays seasons hoping to erase this
thought. (Or maybe to erase him from the list)
Holidays coming to
an end and do want to believe that he is no longer yet…
Seeing him is a pain but knowing my effort is a waste is much more
painful. What will happen? Is the one sided good friend story will keep
continue or it will be no more let the CREATOR decide it.
P/s: “What is a friend? A single
soul dwelling in two bodies.”
― Aristotle
On top of that I 'm still hoping that he have a great life (i must be crazy..) (-_-")..
― Aristotle
On top of that I 'm still hoping that he have a great life (i must be crazy..) (-_-")..
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